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Sunday, March 22, 2009

The Reason

I came here.. i looked..
Then
I learn.. little by little
Plus with
my own efforts...
After that
come the attempts..
to
SUCCEED

That's just my priority why I came here. To gain more knowledge. To improve myself. To become more mature. Some people think that it's time to make new friends..time to enjoy your life to the fullest. It's true. It's the time. BUT.. 1 thing that should not be forgotten, the boundaries. Lately, my posts maybe irritated a few people around me. I did not meant to insult people especially my own friends. Time is the constraint here. I did not have the power to satisfy everyone. I've got my own life running too. The things I must do to make my wishes a reality. To those people, maybe I seem selfish and ditching every1 else. Well, we can't have everything we want in life. There always be something we've got to lose. So that's what I'm preparing myself 4.

Luckily 4 me, along the way to do toughest thing such as right now, when I don't have any close friends here.. I already have the true friends I can rely on. Even that they are 1000 miles away or specifically in Egypt..hehe and to my friends in other IPTA's.. yup, korg pon sme gak. Thank U so much!!!

It's not easy to find true friends. It takes years to built a friendship. For me, I'm too cautious about who's the people I'm letting into my life. I won't trust people easily. That's my flaw.
One more thing, I may not have the whole campus as my friends but at least my real friends stick around me through the good and bad times. That's the advantage of my flaws. There are some and there always will be people who don't understand why I'm always seen alone here.

Well, that's the reason why. Maybe here I wont found another true friends of mine. Here is just the ordinary friends.. eventually will come & go.. after they gained something from me. It's always been that way here. It's okay. I understand. I'm just tired of it. That's why I seem distanced from every1 right now.

p/s : I'm not here to set up a fire and burn everything. I'm here because I just want to learn ;)

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2 comments :

sabrina halim said...

OMG! it's me it's me it's me. hahaha

aiza aidid said...

kahkahkah..
of coz la sab..
spe lg kat egypt kn..huhu